microblog - year 2024

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2024-fe-14- it's valentine's day and i thought it was the perfect opportunity to tell everyone I'm ace.
2024-fe-15- i feel like an alien compared to everyone I meet...
2024-fe-17- i discovered that im bisexual. great. more rotten tomatoes thrown at me by society. i'm also making a mixtape called "one of enerything" that has a variety of genres.
2024-fe-28- local radio recommendation: chlg 104.3 "the breeze" has a jazz programme from 2100 to 2400, highly recommend!
2024-mr-01- why do women get makeup while men have to just cope with bad looks? i wanna turn from a 1999 toyota corolla looking guy to a lamborghini huracan looking guy
2024-mr-02- im sick
2024-mr-05- im still sick also i have 6 tips for running away from a person who has not run away and has no intention of doing so for the time being (i wrote this seemingly without reason)

1. ditch or format drives on all internet-connected technology, your abuser may be tracking you. get a new prepaid mobile handset or plan, so you'll have a different number.
2. transportation is crucial. find a junkyard bicycle and fix it up. replace parts if need be, they are quite inexpensive. you'll also have to take a bus to a major city for the best odds of finding help. small towns won't do much for you.
3. money is a necessity in today's society, sell stuff you don't need for money. bring all the cash you own with you when running off. spend wisely.
4. boredom drives people insane. at least bring a portable broadcast band radio with you for entertainment and/or emergency information, preferably running on common size batteries like AAA, AA, and 9-volt. get one that runs on as little batteries as possible.
5. you can be tracked on social media. stay as anonymous as you can and create new accounts if needed.
6. lodging. you don't wanna stay on the streets - you're bound to be attacked sooner or later. stay in a hostel or motel. cheap lodging.

that's all from me today.
2024-mr-06- im updating this while at school.. im not hiding anymore.. gonna tell everyone im bi
2024-mr-26- hello. i decided to not come out to my parents. they seemed to have a negative opinion of the LGBT community when I spoke about Chris from MrBeast being transgender.
2024-al-02- hey, y'all. i don't know what my class will think of me being bi . . guess it's a leap of faith, like miles morales.
2024-al-13- i had a minor anxiety attack at school over the possibility of my parents finding out that i'm enby and bi and it interfered with my schoolwork i dont like being anxious
2024-al-16- i used the all genders restroom at school today. it was a liberating experience, while simultaneously reminding me that I am nothing but an afterthought of society. i swear, i was almost on the verge of a mental breakdown.
2024-ma-13- yesterday, i asked my mom if i can grow my hair longer. she said yes! a first step taken to . . being whoever I want to be.
2024-ma-14- fingers crossed for game 5 of the vancouver v. edmonton series - go, canucks, go!
2024-ma-15- today i did the gauss contest and accidentally pressed the "complete" button with a light press on the touchpad. this is exactly why i absolutely despise button-less touchpads.
2024-ma-26- today i came out to my mom - she was accepting! hooray!!
2024-ma-28- today i threw my smartphone into a cabinet to fester and collect dust for the next 5 years because big tech was making me addicted to (ew) shorts let's gooooooo. i now truly use my sony ericsson t303a as my main phone.
2024-jn-15- my tea addiction.. its getting bad.. i need my earl grey..
2024-jn-22- today, i learned that i don't have to be like a boy because people told me to! i relate to miles morales because nah, imma do my own thing. also ericsson sim slot broke, basic phone experiment has concluded early. sad... that's all from me, internet. bye!!
vita caelum

-- 2024-jn-22 --
during the basic phone experiment, i noticed that there was an increase in my presence when i was outside. my phone was out of the way until i needed it.
additionally, i took opportunities instead of being distracted on my phone. i'm considering getting a nokia 105 4g for a second basic phone experiment.

2024-jn-22-1643 hrs- i sent the email to my mom (it's about my pronouns) and remembered.. it's a leap of faith, joshua. that's all it is.